SAHM Envy

When I first got pregnant, I thought for sure I would be a 'work outside the home full time' kind of mom. But, as the due date grew closer, I knew I couldn't leave him and Todd and I, with our opposite work schedules, were able to avoid daycare. Mornings with Dad, afternoons and evenings with Mom. I am fortunate to have very understanding bosses who allowed me to do management stuff from home in the afternoon and so I only had to be at the clinic until 12, then home to be with Owen. Now with Tammy leaving, I am the only 'experienced' clinician and will need to be on site. Not only to just be a presence, but to take over some of her caseload and to supervise the students that she and I committed to. I have a million emotions about the whole thing - but overriding it all is anxiety about what to do for Owen on those two days. Stay at home moms, kinda jealous of you right now.